die...

layted. yes, i went to the corneal specialist for my six-month check up for my uveitis. got the peepers dilated...and, as usual, the left eye does not look like the picture - it usually takes two drops for the iris to open up like that. as for my right eye, it's HUGE. i wish i knew some way to get the left eye's muscles to work correctly. after two years of this shit, i've gotten used to all the "maintenance" but i just want a little more relief...i'm tired of being on automatic.

news is pretty good regarding the eye. it has been quiet inside (i.e., no flare ups) but a wee bit of inflammation has me back on daily drops for at least four months. lucky for insurance...i don't know how people could afford these damn drops

a 15 ml. supply would probably last me six, maybe eight, months. i couldn't imagine having to buy it twice a year at that price!!! man, i'd only be seeing red from anger and crying. what sucks even more is that there's no generic equivalent. so...if we calculate it, 15 ml. is a mere half ounce. that means lotemaxx is roughly $4472 a pound...or $35781.48 A GALLON.

and i complain about filling up the car...