so...

on edge right now. i can tell you that percocet makes me a bundle of nerves. not only am i nauseous as hell but everything pisses me off. the narcotics intensify all the sounds and smells around me...and not in a cool psilocybe mushroom sort of way either.

i've done three things all day: lain in bed w/ a terrific head/stomach ache, watched the tube/movies, and attempted to eat while in a drug induced stupor.

i do not know if i can last two more days until the surgery. i am going completely apeshit. hopefully, i can get vicodin instead, which i don't recall reacting so adversely with my nervous system.

ugh

my nerves were never this bad, even when i was on 80mg of prednisone for my uveitis or lariam (which gives you insane nightmares) to guard against malaria while in bolivia. i AM so FUCKING grouchy!

well, my leg is screaming at me since i'm nearly three hours late with this dosage...wish me luck. i hope i don't have a psychotic PCP episode by morning, geez!